Support Raising

::mood:: recovering from being deathly ill
::iTunes:: Quit Playing Games with My Heart by Backstreet Boys

First of all, when I was younger it seemed as though you could only like one boy band. If you liked one then you had to hate all of the others...because if you like more than one you were betraying the one you were originally devoted to. I have memories of absolutely loathing the backstreet boys. I even made a movement to start a club called "The Backfeet Boys" for people who loved *NSYNC and hated BSB. What was I thinking? They have basically the same music. Why did I hate BSB so much? I don't know...I will regret that decision as long as I live.

So, GOOD NEWS! I got accepted as a GCM intern. So, I'm going to be an intern this summer at LT down in Virginia Beach and God-willing when I get back I'll do more internship stuff with Epic. That's exciting. Well, to make this happen I have to support raise and I'm going to Ann Arbor next month for Ministry Team Development (MTD) training. So, I have to compile a list of people who I'm contacting to ask for support.

This is really freakin scary and REALLY super exciting at the same time. Here's why I'm scared: I have a fear of initiating with people and it scares me to ask people to believe in me enough to fork over money for me. BUT, I know that people do believe in me and there are some people out there who are going to be excited about supporting me. I'm excited because it's making a team of people who believe in the purpose of Epic and LT and believe in my abilities. It's exciting! But, it's a lot of money to raise and it's extremely intimidating.

Please pray for me.